…was April 2, 2012. The next day, I edited my HTML codings. The next day, I started posting.

So another Hi for today! :’D

(Hopefully, ‘kay? My mom has been sending me on my daily errands NA NAMAN and I admit that sinuwerte lang ako. I’m thinking, ‘GAAAH, seems like I could only post one per day..BUT this should not discourage me! I’ve just been starting on my new life as a good person on my unique creative way, which includes blogging as a documentation’)

I was typing this a while ago and I felt a bite of “AWWW” as my computer suddenly went off then turned on again, when Google “recovered”, I’ve lost whatever I’ve been typing. I don’t memorize ever thought and every click. Good thing, I’ve posted the other one!

I forgot to mention, I also plan to “separate” not just by tags but by joined blogs as well, I’ll decide.

~sigh. I’ma tell more if I could.

Oh, BTW, I won’t follow any blogs. Or maybe I would. But right now, I don’t think I would ever again. I want to focus on what was running on my mind and keep on documenting.

Let’s just say that I’m afraid of having Alzheimer’s Disease and such. I know, it’s random about what I’ve been thinking of writing about my title but that’s one thing I fail at saying in real life. That’s also one reason why I’ve been having this Minor Obsessive Hoarding. Thanks to my mom (na minsan, momentarily-ng nakakainis lang talaga because we SO disagree in a lot of things, I’m more on my father’s thinking kasi ehh) and I don’t have to worry about having my situation getting worse. Thanks for reminding me to organize my things.

Okay, so my grammar is just fair up there. A bit of Taglish for ya. I experience a Mind-To-Hand mode. Hehe, I made it up. That’s when I’m thinking and my hand keeps on typing on the keyboard as fast as if I’m just talking. The keyboard is noisy, not my mouth. (And sometimes, I wake up my little sister that way.)

I write the way I like and hate being edited. In any way. Try it with my attitude and I’ll only appreciate it if you’re special enough to me to succeed. Otherwise, you’ll just get to form another rant in my head. Without you even knowing it.

I hate “PLASTIC PEOPLE”. That’s a Filipino term. In English, I hate people who pretend. Like, they’re not who they are in front of you. Two-faced. I’m direct. Even if I’d hurt you face to face, I know how much it hurts more behind one’s back.

I write as I like and in here, I’m free. //out.

First of all, hello! And I want to warn you that I’m unpredictable. So do myself. I doubt that in my future posts, I’d be mentioning any direct information about the person inside me that acts on this cyber world and in real life.

[Don’t worry, you’ll notice if I’m talking as a person in CW or person in RL by looking at my tags. Otherwise, if you knew me personally in real life, you’ll know about the characters I’m talking about here (like a classmate of mine, a friend of mine, a family of mine, etc.) or if you knew me from TinierMe or any other online gaming/social networking sites, you’ll know about my OC’s and RP groups.]

Anyway, you’ll discover the personality I have and the way I think because I can freely express myself here without hurting anyone…How? I may/might follow people I once followed in my old account that I deactivated. Here’s my sequence of activities in my old account:

I forever-logged in my account here so I have a huge problem when someone accidentally signed out my account (I’m the only one who uses tumblr here for posting and re-blogging then I tried to make this as my home page. Someone accidentally thought, ‘Huh? New FB style, eh?’ without reading the biiiiiig “Tumblr” on the top left corner of the screen. Then logged me out. I never came back there on my beloved dashboard..) And I don’t have any choice but to make a new tumblr account with my new e-mail because I also forgot my password there. But I remember all my followed blogs so I re-followed them. My habitual actions are: add new tab, click Tumblr in the “most visited” (I’m using Google Chrome ever since my brother downloaded it), have fun in my dashboard with my brother (hey, it’s filled by 50% funny blogs until we discovered ragstache, 9gag, and the likes..25% re-blogs of pictures and quotations..random drops of serious articles.) and forget about posting because I’m way past my computer time. Though, in my first account and my first few days without reading funny blogs, I’ve been re-blogging and posting my own little thoughts.

Hmm, what triggered my old routine to start (seriously) a maintained blog?

(oh please, I really wish I could!)

I’ve been recently reading “Do Hard Things”, a book authored by the twins Alex and Brett Harris. I firmly vowed to myself that I’m going to throw away the old me and start a fresh new me. I have this burning desire to change since Freshmen High but this time is gravest.

I plan to make this an online diary and documentation of my life, under my different moods, as well as a place to store my details about my OC’s/Original Characters (in RolePlaying Groups, like I fondly call RPG without meaning the game.) and details of my ongoing fiction book.

Again, I am NOT SURE if I could type all I’ve been writing. And I’m also NOT SURE if I could write all I’ve been typing because I like the idea of having two copies so I could continue my progress in whatever I’m busy with, online or offline.

Well, I’ve ran out of thoughts for now about what to include so I’m just going to leave you to ponder about these writings.

Oh, wait. I am apparently talking to myself but whoever who stumbled upon my blog and is willing to read, thank you very much for you seemed to be very interested about this. Without interest, I say you’re just bored to death that’s why you’re reading this. Pardon my rude thought.

“I don’t wish to be highlighted,

I don’t aim to be under the spotlight (or we could just say “Famous!”),

I goal is simply to use everything that I have…

to be everything that I truly am.”

That’s a quotation I made based from what I remember.

If there is somewhere else you’ve read this, they/she/he is probably my classmate who stole this from my English Portfolio in Sophomore, a submission to Miss Maria Luisa Arriola!!! Galing siguro kay bwisit na pakialamerong baklang usisero pa, NO OFFENSE. Eh kasi naman biglang isuggest na gawing quote sa isang running representative for 3rd year officer tas isipin nilang galing sa kanila YOWN ng walang acknowledgement sakin, andaya lang naman eh no?

Sorry for the momentary rant. That’s what I meant for the under my different moods, a.k.a. Mood Swings.

Uhm, gonna be idle as I type another post.